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A Void Dance

by Home Howls

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1.
How did you howl today? Or did you give it away? Stifling the greatest thing you'd ever say How do you hold on tight when the rumbling comes? Do you fall to the ground or try to dance along? And the rivers start to rise and the sidewalks come alive Just as the baby crowns home becomes your holy ground. If I played it back could you identify the sound? Shh. What was that? Did you hear that? Have you heard it before? How your home howls How your home howls How your home ~ How long were you without? I think I heard you shout But something near was suddenly so weird the signs all turned around You listened real close What surprised you the most? What sudden, what slow? You said some sexy ways your senses awoke. Well no, I never learned the words But I heard the alarm begin with the birds It's starting down the street the ground beneath your feet Reminds me of the time my rhythm caught my heart began to beat. Shh. What was that? Did you hear that? Have you heard it before? How your home howls How your home howls How your home ~ The cacophony is softening His incessant insistence is shit Yip yip Howooo Arf arf Bloop bloop
2.
What happens if you don't reach for everything! You need it now. What happens if you stop the flow put it down and let it go no! I can't live without you. How would I even begin? Friends are what keeps cruelty down It's done, I just can't hold it in What we need is too late, late late late wait are you sure it's too late, late late late mm-hmm, what you need is too little too late, late late late who told you you were too late, late late late who are you to tell me no? I am an American Man I will never sacrifice I will always take a stand since every drop of it is mine and every part of you we'll find and every part of there we'll mine too every particle combine and every paradox unwind unwind unwind what we need is too late, late late late wait are you sure it's too late, late late late mm-hmm, what you need that’s too little too late, late late late who told you you were too late, late late late what do you hafta hafta hafta hafta have what do you hafta hafta hafta hafta have famine's banquet famine's banquet how do you keep going on? once you know our goose is cooked oh you're friendly with the goose you both choose how the meal looks the kitchens fill with smells and tastes none of us will catch, ever again invited to the final feast stand in line hold out your hand what we need is too late, late late late wait are you sure it's too late, late late late uh-huh, what you need that’s too little too late, late late late who told you you were too late, late late late
3.
Whenever we wheel our rope bridges in I remember set sail ~ SET SAIL and lost origins Peering over the edge the last end of the road and then losing my mind and then crafting a boat Why did we wait? We didn't know if we could bear it Why did we wait? We barely even got to share it The ceaseless buzz of machines grows silent a billion bugs on your screens will bite you keep the windows closed, where nothing will find you you've lost all your weapons your heart starts to guide you Why did we wait? We didn't know if we could bear it Why did we wait? We barely even got to share it Whenever we dream of going back home the light is just so the door is a bone your spine is the chimney where your ancestors hush your arms are horizons that your children will push why did we wait?
4.
F*d!? 06:45
knowing what you know of storms the size of hemispheres entire continents on fire of right here ruin wrought from deluge or dry-outs or die-offs do you know who'll be included? why don't u believe we're fucked? will you ever believe we're fucked? what systems are so stable they will save us? what ways are you imagining endure? knowing what you knew once of money death i forget what else oh yeah how could i forget my supplies of tortured creatures slaughtered shipped and salted for my sandwiches why don't you believe we're fucked? will you ever believe we're fucked? then we stopped wanting kids we never remembered the rest of them we know what you did already surrendering friends (i realize) we're very very very very very very very very close we're very very very very very very very very close we're really really really really very very very very close but it doesn't matter what I think, what do you think? fucked? not fucked? fucked?
5.
Until 03:41
I expect it all to go today something big is finally giving way do the birds portend a quake what do they intend to take and could this be the decisive storm my last hours in this itchy uniform so untiiiil the shit gets real i will push whatever button lets me feeel so untiiiil the shit gets real i will push whatever button lets me feeel Yo your mask looks hecka apocalyptochic. Disaster porn for compassion fatigue. too much content causes root for ruin but can't help wonder, how you doin? bypass by dread to distort the truth as all my fears are concurrently faced by you so untiiiil the shit gets real i will push whatever button lets me feeel so untiiiil the shit gets real i will push whatever button lets me feeel just because I put it off a little longer doesn't mean i deserve to escape seeing what goes down around this town it'll all come back to bite me in the face purge on the verge blink on the brink fuss on the cusp the until thrills hey you wanna play pretend fantasize only violent ends follow the evacuation route i'll share my water please don't shoot and here's some help to protect the source preserve it for our future thirst so until the shit gets real i will push whatever button lets me feel
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Sit 03:59
Do you want to sit where I sit? Do you want to sit where I sit? No I don’t want to sit where you sit. I’m happy where I am. Where you sit, that’s the opposite of this place that I have. Ok, maybe we share some likes but that doesn’t mean you’re like me because I have made this place the best! And you are far behind me! And it hurts me to see such violence every time I look your way. But that’s what happens when ~ what? Something’s happening where I am. No I don’t want to sit where you ~ what? I ~ hold on, where I am?? Things are changing drastically… I’m not sure if I….AHHHHH! AHHHHHHHH! Have you ever ~ oh, you have? How’d that go? Oh, I see. Any chance you have a couch? I can’t stay where I am. Now I want to sit where you sit. I’ve lost all that I am. Hope you’re cool with a few of us. I’m sure we’ll fit, if we cram! Do you want to sit?
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Heart Throat Womb That’s where the earth comes out of, OH! Roots Branches Fruit That’s where the earth comes out of, OH! Bubbles Pulses Splashes Thats where the earth comes out of, OH! Weather Feathers Pleasure That’s where the earth comes out of, OH! Fashion Industry Rashes You Can See Ashes in the Sea? That’s where the earth comes out of, OH! Phones Foam The Unknown That’s where the fucking earth comes out of, OH! It also comes out of my butt.
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Worker Bee 03:14
Could we benefit from manifestations nations of crustaceans fully functional brain stems and plant stems and all the rations for cash stamps, hand implants the poverty stricken abundance further plunders our government hummers and plots a thunderous rumble inside the humblest bungalow you know, I was concocting an option for verifying your gumption all the ravenous, luscious, incredibly scrumpdidlyumptious i try to trip myself up, but then the planet erupts all the monkeys conspire until the thumb becomes wireless i comfort the room and conduct the flow because the lava will come and it will burn thru your floor and all the loyal soldiers who've been doubtin me fuck the credit, i don't sweat it, I'm a worker bee well ok, we'll hold it down till we rise or drown wait there's only up or down we can't go round and round, round and round well ok, we'll hold it down till we sink or we drown which is the same thing from town to town and all around last time i checked it had stabilized at the edge of my neighborhood but it's hard to say whether it will change or grow bigger still and the reason i ask is for your grandchildren's past because your silence will not save you when we're sinking this fast i try to share what I can but my approval is tacit empathetic economics when the sunset's an asset? well every sunset's a classic, all the colors are plastic, don't believe me just ask it well ok, we'll hold it down till we rise or drown wait there's only up or down we can't go round and round, round and round and round well ok, we'll hold it down till we sink or we drown which is the same thing from town to town and all around still reassured by absurdity, hilarious farce offering alms for the maelstrom never facing the force of the storm counting the lost, externalizing the costs forgetting all the massacres all the scars we criss-crossed why did you paint your face like that? the cameras can't tell who you are with your face that bizarre? trap their tear gas with a traffic cone then douse it be trust when you most doubt it be springs for when the drought hits in this trembling interim, a chthonic fox tracks a lizard vixen mixing serum for the venom, global algal blooms look like the view from Mu, while the lichen live lives like lightening, so only solastalgia's soils grow glossolalial turmoil blooming eight billion breaths wondering how much must change? even more than eight billion breaths wondering how much must change? and it's okay, we'll hold it down, till we learn how we just refound our shared ground in the sounds even though we're all still spiraling around and around and around if earth bound, free forever or found.
9.
I'm a fire I'm a fire I'm a fire I was born as a crackel inside your sun then I caused all the rumbles beneath the ground I was there as a hunger inside your core when I get out in air I let out a roar I'm a fire I'm a fire your murmurations mesmerize my dreams you’re encroaching the edges of my being your approach paralyzes all sense of time but I am not yet yours, not yet set on f~ You’re a fire You’re a fire I first smelled the smoke at home at the ranch the clouds on the maps showed me where it advanced gather the horses check on the neighbors where are the photos, the important papers? I can feel the heat and the air is so thick the thought of it ending this way makes me so sick if this is our last chance before we're aflame I want you to know I'd do it again I'm a fire I'm a f~
10.
there goes the dam now all the spots are flooded there goes the plan now all the lights go out give me your hand but who can lead us from the city asking the land when we are lost in doubt, in doubt go to the ground she greets us go to the ground she repeats this go to the ground she teaches but they never let their fingers rest The rivers have stilled I yeilded hopeless harvests the forests are hostile the neighbor’s ill I shouldn't have killed a final chance to reach you decolonized dances we keep reteaching touch, just touch go to the ground she greets us go to the ground she repeats this go to the ground she tried to teach us but they never let their fingers rest future of shame regretting all we wasted surviving the blame and i will give this up your eyes will adjust so will your other senses uncertain but trust I go around with friends, with friends
11.
tribes! our human vine’s overripe exxxcrement flowing thru a rusty pipe these men still want to fight already yeasts ferment the ground for every animal managing at the edge of our villages there are so many vanishing without a sound what season is it? it switches what hour? ours! oil sputters, blood in gutters, owl flutters shhh. wait i mean scream! shut shut SHUT IT DOWN you're eating that? that was the final fish ever pulled from a dying sea did you witness that? that was the dying star where you were squished against me your region was stolen and now your aquifer is burning who’ll let you breathe? uncage young age refugees fruit fugitive futures blossom impossible accomplices viral count and/or bacteria? viral count and/or bacteria? viral count and/or bacteria? i hear it's in your area! shut shut shut SHUT IT DOWN fleshy thresholds my fascia fears these fascists probably already found us what'd dude bro do now? pass me my poison portal please he'd sooner obliterate this place than hand over these keys that was a close one don't come any closer son i gotta monitor, get on it, evade events the odds of dodging toxins back to my urgency these urgent sea urchins need to feed so i erased your agency don't destroy my destiny! get away from me! shut, shut, shut, SHUT IT DOWN
12.
Come Through 04:44
bless us all bless us all arrival bless us all bless us all survival bless us all bless us all arrivals bless us all bless us all survivors How many times will you come through? Come through the worst storm? How many times will you get used get used to another new norm? could I learn? Who held the light? Oh, they held you tight? And they fed you, right? Forgave your fights? But you left the nest, oh ~ and you did your best, ohh but you failed the test, oh! Can you remember the rest? Like when your memories melted so long ago but AH you still felt it I recognize our allies rise was surprising scrolling stop just enjoy joining the void in a void dance in a void dance in a void dance in a void dance how bout now? oh when is the right time for this shit to end? how bout now? i thought it was over, here we go again how bout now? oh when is the right time for this shit to end? how bout now? I thought it was over, here we go again how bout now? oh when is the ripe time? oh when is the ripe time? oh when is the ripe time our fruit can be free? i'll plant one more tree but not for me bless us all bless us all

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released January 1, 2020

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Home Howls Moraga, California

Metamorphosis Ecologist Joshua Halpern digests the unbearable unknowns of climate collapse ~ and excretes embodied and embedded somatic sense-making through serious{ly (fun)ny} solastalgiac yet apocaloptimistic dance songs ~

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